Tell you my name F,U and C,K (starfishgrrl) wrote in fallen_souls,
Tell you my name F,U and C,K

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A decent amount of blood...

My fiance just recently started bugging me about us sharing our pasts, This im afraid of. I know that if he knew some of well most of the things in my past it would make him view me differently and i dont want that. I dont want him to know how ugly inside i was, how much hated myself, how the pain and the blood. I dont want him to have to see that ugly side. Im happy now and havent cut in months. But yeah i still getting the want to everyonce in awhile, i dont think that will ever go away. He swears that he wont hate me and that nothing i could ever say would make him leave me. But im not just scared, i dont want him to view me like i did or do.
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